When I opened this blog I thought it would be a cute little thing to work on while I get myself together and sort out my problems. I'm not funny or interesting enough to open a YouTube channel and hiding behind endless paragraphs has always been something I am really good at. However, the last… Continue reading Switching Armor
Category: Ramblings
Your Racing Heart, Can You Feel it?
Last year a friend and I decided we would attend Bastille's 'Still Avoiding Tomorrow' Tour stop in a city close to where we live. A wonderful idea, really. Going out with a friend, having a real good time while jamming to incredibly good music in a room full of people who are just as excited… Continue reading Your Racing Heart, Can You Feel it?
Decisions in Distant Worlds
February 14th is celebrated as Valentine's Day all over the world. Couples use it to spend a special day together, celebrating their love for one another. Other people celebrate it with their best friends or maybe even their family and some don't celebrate it at all. Personally, I belong to the latter group. I've been… Continue reading Decisions in Distant Worlds
“White Mage Has Joined Your Party!”
Every story has a beginning, every quest a motivation. Every hero has a certain cause which drives him to fight with everything he has to achieve his goals. He is strong, has won countless of battles before. He has mastered the art of confrontation, nothing can stop him. However, at some point, a new enemy… Continue reading “White Mage Has Joined Your Party!”
28 Days of Music
I'm taking on my very own challenge this year for February! Every day I will pick a song that fits the prompt and write a little about it. Warnings right ahead, this might be really long so be prepared for that! With that being said, here we go; Challenge START! Your Favourite Song Asian… Continue reading 28 Days of Music
“Teufelskreis”
vicious circle (noun) UK /ˌvɪʃ.əs ˈsɜː.kəl/ -a continuing unpleasant situation, created when one problem causes another problem that then makes the first problem worse. (source) A little update on my current situation: I started taking medication a little over a week ago. To be quite honest with you, I was scared shitless. The list of side… Continue reading “Teufelskreis”
Excuse Me, I Think I Lost Myself
It's the third week of January, Friday to be exact. The year is 18 days old but it already feels like it has been going on for an eternity. Not in a bad way, more in the way that time is flying by way too fast and it's hard to keep track of it. But I… Continue reading Excuse Me, I Think I Lost Myself
A Fresh Start
I'm starting to realize why so many people wait for the New Year to start with their revamped lifestyles. Because what January 1st is for them is Sunday morning to me. Let me start by revisiting the events of last week though. On Monday everything was, well, not good but quite alright. I went to… Continue reading A Fresh Start
After The Fall
The antidote to negativity is not positivity; it's warmth. But how am I supposed to give myself warmth? The last three weeks were harsh. I hardly slept, couldn't go out, ate almost nothing. it feels like my body is fighting against everything I try to do. The anxiety attacks get worse every day, the worst… Continue reading After The Fall
Rear-view Mirror
The past has always been an issue for me. There's just so many things I can't really let go of, so much luggage I don't really need but still feel inclined to somehow squeeze into my car while I worry about whether or not I'll be able to close the trunk. It seems to be… Continue reading Rear-view Mirror
Diary of A Journey 