Last year a friend and I decided we would attend Bastille's 'Still Avoiding Tomorrow' Tour stop in a city close to where we live. A wonderful idea, really. Going out with a friend, having a real good time while jamming to incredibly good music in a room full of people who are just as excited… Continue reading Your Racing Heart, Can You Feel it?
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Decisions in Distant Worlds
February 14th is celebrated as Valentine's Day all over the world. Couples use it to spend a special day together, celebrating their love for one another. Other people celebrate it with their best friends or maybe even their family and some don't celebrate it at all. Personally, I belong to the latter group. I've been… Continue reading Decisions in Distant Worlds
A Fresh Start
I'm starting to realize why so many people wait for the New Year to start with their revamped lifestyles. Because what January 1st is for them is Sunday morning to me. Let me start by revisiting the events of last week though. On Monday everything was, well, not good but quite alright. I went to… Continue reading A Fresh Start
After The Fall
The antidote to negativity is not positivity; it's warmth. But how am I supposed to give myself warmth? The last three weeks were harsh. I hardly slept, couldn't go out, ate almost nothing. it feels like my body is fighting against everything I try to do. The anxiety attacks get worse every day, the worst… Continue reading After The Fall
Full Stop
When I said I was at my lowest on Wednesday I was either lying to myself or too sure that I'd let this one end on a soft note. Either way I was completely wrong about that. You just know something is off when every little thing, even the smallest details make you explode almost… Continue reading Full Stop